stay positive. "you're my blue sky, you're my sunny day..." allman brothers band ftw + itouch. ravens for the playoffs. hc bash 08 was a big success. reuniting with best friend after a year and a half of not speaking or seeing one another. lending a hand and an understanding ear, knowing boy's going home. whatever home is anymore. being able to stand in the same room with family. i am flying to florida tomorrow to be with jesse. we're spending nye in orlando, the rest of the days on the beach in tampa, then we fly back to chi together on the 4th. - missing him, missing home, missing my cat, my crummy romanian corrupted apartment. uncertain of the future regarding higher education, finances, living situation, but fighting/trusting/knowing that no matter what it's gonna be alright in the end. if you have one person who loves you for YOU no matter what you are or where you are, you're gonna be alright. every single time i formulate words and phrases in my head, i refuse to get up to write them down on paper. thus, i'm stuck typing meaningless thoughts on this damn machine instead of going back to the pen to unleash the ebb & flow. keys provide obstacles, barriers; i prefer wired notebook paper as the medium upon which i purge the fragments of my scattered brain. end. | 